Someone I love has made a decision I don’t like.Many of the reasons I’m not happy are selfish, but the one that saddens me most is knowing one day it will sadden him too.

A while back I mentioned I was thinking of selling the house, buying a tiny condo and renovating it within an inch of its life with beautiful finishes.

I did not sell my house, though I hope to in the near future as it appears I have bought a condo and hired a contractor.

So much to do, every single thing is being replaced in the condo. Everything. So much money. I’m a bit overwhelmed but if what’s in my head translates to real life and everything falls into place it will be beautiful and mortgage free. If not, well, um, hmm, let’s just go with it all working out.

Birthday: April 23
Hair: brown
Eyes: blue
Height: 5 ft yes, I’m aware that doesn’t really qualify as height
Coffee: yes
Mac or PC: want a Mac
Best school subject: English
Gamer: no
Favourite colour: calm beachy
tones
Celebrity crush: none
Current shirt: white
Favourite food: no one favourite of anything really.
Day or night: night.

I like the little bits of your real life you choose to share.

You know what else I did today? Called my boss after getting increasingly annoyed at work and told him I was on medical leave until further notice. I guess I should let my doctor know. Benefits kick in after the 8th day of absence and they are going to want to know my medical status. Sick and tired of it is a medical status isn’t it?

Kidding, to a degree. I have medical issues that have worsened significantly since I’ve been made to work back in the office after working from home for 5 years.

There’s no reason for me to be there either. I work alone amid rows of empty cubicles. I’ve never been on benefits before so I’m stressing about that now too. They’ll probably fire me.